kash vo hame samaj pate - gudiya


hi friends this is my love story, my name is gudiya (aayushi),
Love to sb log krte h pr sbki kismat itni achhi nhi hoti sb log apne pyar ko nhi pate h
jb me school me padti thi tb mere ek classmate(vinay) ko like krti thi usko nhi pta tha .hm ek hi city me rhte the.. jb meri 12th complete ho gyi to me padai ke liye bahar chali gyi or use 1 year tk dekha b nhi or pahle b mene us se kabhi bat nhi ki thi. Ek bar vo muje bas me mil gya to bas aise hi puchne laga tum kya kr rhi ho or tumne to kabhi miss b nhi kiya or hmne ek dusre k contect no le liye.....
phir kabhi 2 phone pr bat kr lete the or pta b nhi chala ki kb muje us se itna pyar ho gya ki me uske piche sb kuch bhul gyi mene padai krna b km kr diya .. subject bhi back ho gye and aisa lgta tha ki uske bina zinda rhna b muskil h uske ghar walo ko sb pta tha pr me nhi bta skti thi mere mummy papa bahut strict h.... Itna pyar krne k bad bhi use muj par yakin nhi tha or hamesha shak kiya krta tha mere friends or sab logo ko yhi lgta tha ki in dono ko koi alag nhi kr skta ghar wale b nhi... pr muje nhi pta tha ki vo mujse real love nhi krta tha uske liye to bas ye time pas tha par usne muje kabhi mahsus nhi hone diya vo achanak itna badal gya ki muje vishwas b nhi hota tha har bat par shak or galiyo se bat krna ....
Hamesha me use samjati rahti thi ki tum bad me bahut pachtaoge lekin vo bolta tha tumhare jese ladkiya bahut dekhi h.... Me bahut tut gyi thi use bhulane ki koshish ki lekin nhi bhul paye...Sochti thi ki kash mene kabhi pyar hi nhi kiya hota kyoki real love kabhi success nhi ho skta...jiske liye mene apne mummy papa ko dhoka diya usne to kabhi muje smja tk nhi...MENE USKO BHULA DIYA ...or apni padai par concentrate kiya muje sbne yhi samjaya ki jo tumse pyar hi nhi krta uske liye tum kyo rote ho....
Is bat ko 1year ho gya me hamesha apne friends me busy rhti or padai krti....1 saal bad vo vapas muje calls and msg krne lga or bolta he ki me tumse bahut pyar krta hu or shadi krna chahta hu or tumhare bina nhi rah skta, mene tumse jo kaha vo aise hi keh diya tha....
Lekin mene use maaf nhi kiya or koi response nhi diya muje uske mummy papa ne b samjaya lekin me nhi chahti thi ki me aise insan ko phir se apni life me aane du jise pyar ki koi kadar hi nhi h vo bahut badal gya ... ek time tha jab meri condition b uske jesi thi lekin usne mud kr b nhi dekha......me us se bahut pyar krti hu or hamesha krti rahungi lekin mera pyar to usi din mar gya tha jis din usne muje chhod diya tha......or friends IS TARAH ME PYAR KE IS KHEL ME HMESHA KE LIYE HAR GYI...........

\" in journey of life we pass pleasure and pain,
there will be sunshine and rain;
there will be loss and gain