hi friends i m pooja ye mere ek choti see love story hai mujhe advice karna mai kya karu
mai ek simple ladke hu .subse bolte hu bahut zyada talkative hu.har kise pe jalde trust ker lete hu.ek baar mai mandir gaye mere ghar ke pass me he hai.waha pe ladka aata haiu maine use first time dekha wo mujhe bahut accha lega par jub mai ghar aai to har jagah mujhe use ke sakal nazar aane leg gaye aur use ka khayal rehta nmai daily mandir jate wo bhi aata .ek din maine use baat ke usne bhi usne apna naam bataya mere baare me bhi pucha hum logo ke dheere dheere baate start hue mai uska no lena chati the par mere friends ne manna ker diya wo mandir me 10 min ke liye aata par wo 10 min bahut imp rehte .ek din baato baato me no bhi exchange ho gaya phir hamari baate start hone leg gaye hum logo din bhar baat karne leg gaye mujhe uske bahut fikar rehne leg gaye her tinme use ka khayal rehta ek din maine use himmat kerke apne dil ke baat bata de aur usne mujhe manna ker diya usen mujhe bataya ke uske pahle he 2 relation break ho chuke hai wo ab en cheezo me belive nahi rakhta .tub mere friends ne mujhe advice de ke tu use baat karna band ker de .par maine baat karna band nahi kara maine socha use thoda time dete hu mai uska khayal rekhne leg gaye pata nahi kyu mujhe usek pasand ka etna dhayan kyu rehta her time us ke baare me sochte ke usne khanaa khaya ya na wo kaha hai.bahut time ho gaya maine use phir pucha kya abhi bhi uska ans na hai usne mannna ker diya ke wo mujhe pasand nahi karta.jis di se maine use dekha us din se mai ek he din ka wait kerte ke sahayad wo aaj ha bol de sahyad aaj wo din ho.mor me uthte mor se raat tak yehe wish karte ke kash aaj wo din hop jis den mujhe mera special mil jaye par wo kuch nahi kehta wo kam bolta hai par mai kya karu mai aise he hu zyada bolte hu .ladte rehte hu aise he nalalayak hu.ab dheere dheere usne mere se baat karna kam ker diya mujhe nahi pata usne aisa kyu kara use mere koi bhi react karne wale nahi legte the .maine use ye bhi kaha mera future nahi hoga to kya hua mai apna present uske saarth spent karnajitna time bhi spent karunge wo mere life ke subse a! cche pal honge mai tere saath apna aaj bitna chate hu.use apne dil ke her baat batai par pata nahi kyu mai use deserve nahi karte maine bahut koshish ke khud ko change bhi ker diya use ladna bhi karne chod de.pata nahi wo mujhe kehta tu mere best friend hai mai khush ho jate use se milna baat karna mujhe bahut accha legta mujhe pata hai mere use marriage nahi ho sakte wo mujhe pyar nahi karta hai uske dil me mere liye kuch nahi hai par phir bhi pata nahi kyu wo 2 min bhi baat karta hai to accha legta hai........dost keht hai wo tere layak nahi hai maine use se pucha bhi wo mere saath aisa behave kyu ker raha hai maine apne feeling dabba le hai wo thode se sapne bhi tod diye jo uske liye dekh liye the pls mere saath aisa behave na kar .jaisa pahle baat karta hai waise ker par ab wo mujhe zyada baat nahi kart a aur mujhe bilkul bhi acccha nahi legtaujhe samaj nahi aata mai kay karu baaat karna band ker dunge to mai reh nahi pauinghe use se bolunge ye sub to wo jitne baat karta hai wo bhi band ker dega .aur mera to khana he hazam nahi hota jub tak use ye na puchu wop kaisa hai usne khana khaya ya nahi uske mummy kaise hai .kabhi kabhi legta hai apne dil ke baat nahi batane chaiye the par kya keru galte to ker de par mujhe lega atleast baat to batane chaiye esliy esub kaha pls dosto mujhe batao mai kya karu maine apne dil ke baat bata ke apne dost ko bhi kho diya mai kya karu kasie use yakeen dilau ke mai sirf uske dost bane rehna chate mai kaise use batau
