my love always i love you - jitendra


my story
1992--->mai ek middle family se belong karta hoo,mere do bhi hai rambabu,jitendra,papa mumy ,didi and badi ma,dada dadi and badi ma
mere bade papa ko sap ke katne se unki death ho gai hai,mere papa hi ghar me kamane wale the esliye jindgi badi kathin se kat raha tha,

meri dadi ko kenser ho gaya tha so unke bimari me bahut pese kharch ho raha tha///esliye hamare kuch jamin bhi bik chuke the


1993----->es sal me mere bade bhai ki sadi mubarakpur panchi ray ke beti se hue,unki char beti hai gayatri,suga,gangajal saabse chhoti sapna and doo bete

ram pravesh and rakesh
--->sadi badi dhum dham se hue magar usme hamare kuch jamin bhi bik chuke the,,,,bhabhi bahut achhi hai hame bahut pyar karti hai
unme sare gun the go ek achhi bhabhi me hone chahiye
_______________________________________>>>>sadi ke ek sal bad mai aapne bhabhi ke sath unke ghar mubarak pur gaya
waha mera bahut swagat huwa unki mami mughe bahut pyar karti thi jaha jati mughe le ke hi jati thi unki beti suga mughe le ke kabhi bhi bhes charane bhi chali jati
thi meri bhabhi ko pata chalta to wo mughe kahi bhi nahi jane deti thi kyoki mai baahut chhota tha almost 2or 3year
ek din meri bhabhi ki bhes kho gayi thi to mughe unki ma ne le ke bahut door tak din bhar khojti rahi bhabhi ne bhi bahut khoja
sayad wo bhes mere karan hi kho gayi thi kyoki mai hamesa unke pas rehta tha kyoki mai bahut chota tha almost 2 years old
ek din mere bade bhi mughe le ke ghar chale aaye kyoki mai aabhi mamy ka doodh pita tha phir mai aapne ghar chake aaya
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kuch din bad mera ek bhi huaa wo bahut gora tha kafhi chota bhi tha phir mera doodh pina band ho gay kyoki mera bhi bhi doodh pine laga
meri dadi kuch der baher khilati thi mere liye cow ka doodh bhi aane laga phir mai gay ka doodh pita tha lekin kabhi kabhi mumy ka doodh bhi pi leta tha
jisse meri bhi ko problem hone lagi mai aresan karne laga
_______>>>>>>>>>>ek din mere mama mere ghar aaye unhe mere dadi me sari bat bata di to mama ne mughe aapne ghar le ke gaye
waha meri nani ne mughe bahut aachi terah rakha kyoki mai unka ek lota nati tha

waha mai gaye ka doodh pita tha kuch roti bhi khane laga tha kabhi kabhi bakri ka doodh bhi pi leta tha kyoki mere nani ke pas ek bakri thi wo white thi

or bahut doodh deti thi
almost 6 month bad mee papa delhi se gaye the to mughe le ke gaye sath me meri nani ne mughe bakri sath me de diya kyoki us samaye mere ghar per gaye nahi thi
mai aab aapne ghar chala aaya
or aapne pas ke ek school me kabhi kabhipadhne chala jata tha jab tak mere papa ghat par the jab mere papa doobara delhi chale aaye to mai phir
mamy ko tang karne laga,
__________________>ek diin mere bhabhi ke chacha ki sadi thi to wo aapne ghar ja rahi thi to mai bhi unke sath unke ghar chala gaya
sadi e mera bahoot man laga unli mumy mughe bahut manti thi unke ghar ke sabhi log bahut chahte the kyoki nke ghar ka mai sabse chhota tha bai din bhar unki
gachi be khelta tha unki ek beti thi jo mere sath miti iti kheti thi uska na gangajal hai
hum dono ko unki ek or badi beti suga thi jo hum dono ko leke din bhar gachi me rekhti thi
ho tino waha bhes bhi charate rahte the or miti ke khilone bhi banate rehte the waha ughe doodh to nahi ilta tha to ek din mere papa ne mere kiye doodh kharidne
ke liye bolla hoga to haare liye doodh aane laga ai doodh to ese hi pi leta the or gachi me din bhar khelta tha mughe us samaye pata nahi tha kyo
mere sath gaw ki larkiya bahut khelti thi pata nahi sam tak
lekin jab bhi gaw ki koe aurat aati thi to mughe waha se mughe suga sidhe ghar le ke chali jati thi mai bahut rota tha kyoki bas mughe hi lati thi or sari larkiya
wahi khelti rehti thi unki beti gangajal bhi
+++++>>>>>>mai kabhi kabhi bahut rota tha kyoki mughe kisi ki sadi me ya kisi ke ghar kabhi bhi nahi jane diya jata tha or ganga hamesa chali jati thi
mughe us samaye bahut rota tha jab mughe ganga sari bate batati thi aapne mui ke sath sadi me jati thi to
hum din bhar gachi me uske sath hi khelta tha sath me gaw ke or bache bhi hote the
humne iti ke khilone banana guddiya banana or aangan bana ke sadi sadi bahut khelte the
____________________>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>ek din ganga aapne mama ke ghar chali gayi us din se ai aakela reh gaya to bhaiya ke sath bajar par jane laga
waha bhaiya mughe ande samose or bahut sari vhij khilate the bahut din tak ughe bhaiya ne bahut ghumaya aab ami kiai ke sadi me bhi jane laga tha
________________________>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>ek din gachi me gaw ki larkiyo ne mughe bulaya kyoki mai gachi me aab nahi jata tha
us din un logo ne ughe dulha banaya or ek larki ko meri dulhan or meri sadi karayi din bhar esa khel hum kitne bar khelte the
mai ne bhaiya se ye sari bat bata di to bhaiya ne muskura kar kuch nahi bole mai bhi doobara unse kuch nahi poocha
or aagle din se gachi me ughe nahi jane diya
---> or mai unke sath tas khelne gaw me jane laga or kriket bhi khelta tha or sari khel per aab mai larki ke sath nahi karke ke sath khelta tha or bahut sari khel khelte the
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kuch din bad ganga aapne maa ke yaha se aa gayi wo bahut patli ho gayi thi sayad wo bimar thi phir mai aab ghar me hi rehne laga kyoki mere bhaiya ne aab mughe
aapne sath le jana band kar diya koki mumy bhi aa gayi thi
ek din bhaiya ki sadi ke liye kuch log hamare ghar aa gaye un logo ne bhaiya ko dekha or bahut sari pese bhi diye or mere or gabga ke liye naye kapre bhi le ke aaaye

sam ko mai jab so raha tha to ganga se bola meri bhi sadi hi gayi hai

usne pocha kaha maine kaha gachhi me
gaw ki sari larkiyo ne mera sadi kara diya tha wo khich ke mughe ek chata mara or bola chal or mughe us larki ke pas le ke gayi jo dulhan bani thi
usse mera katis karwaya or phir ghar aa gayi
or khoob roya
rat bhar soya mumi ne bahut samghaya phir bhi wo nahi mani or roti rahi

aagle din suga ki chuni or bahur sari chije leke phir gachi me gayi woo sari larkiya thi wo dukhan bani or mughe phir se dulha banay or phir se hamari sadi karayi

or sam ko sari larkiyo se boli mai esse sadi karungi or sari larkiyo se katis karaya or phir us din ke bad gachi me jana hamara band ho gaya
sab jate the per hum ghar per hi khelte the kabhi kabhi mumi ke sath ghas ke liye khet me chale jate the hum khoob khelte the

mai kuch bhi kehta tha wo sari bate manti thi

mughe pata nahi tha kyo
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>ek din mere papa waha gaye or mumi se bole mai aab jitendra ko le jaunga ye sunte hi wo bahut royi mai bhi bahut roya yaha type nahi ka sakte kitna
phir papa mughe le ke nahi aaye mai bahut khus huwa sayad meri jindgi ka wo sabse khush din tha or hum sath sath rahne lage
almost 6 month bad ganga aapne mami ke sath ama ke ghar gayi or wahi rahne lagi kuch din bad meri bhabhi bhi gayi or mai unke sath aapne ghar aa gaya

_________1998 october

es di ko mai kabhi nahi bhul sakta mere papa diwali me ghar aaye the or kuch din rehne ke bad mughe delhi le ke aa gaye us din se mai sal me ek bar ghar jata tha
to mughe kahi bhi nahi jane diya jata tha mai aaapne ghar or delhi mere life ka do kinare ho gaye

Sayad meri jindgi me yahi hona tha